Friday 9 August 2013

Eid with fxck feelings :')


Assalamualaikum.
In the name of Allah most Powerful.


Bismillah.
First of all, syukur Alhamdulillah. Hari ni dah raya ketiga.
Aku masih hidup dan dapat sambut first raya dgn org tersayang.
Fuh raya tahun ni serious hambar gilaa. I don't know why :3
Selamat hari raya :3
Maybe sebab aku dah besar kot, dah lapan belas tahun.
Duit raya pun tak dapat, so feeling nak raya tu mcm down sikit. Haha.
Tapi tak kesah lah, kita sambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri ni sbb
nak raikan kemenangan Rasulullah menang berperang dulu.
So kalau nak sambut tu berpada-pada sikit lah.
 *bajet ustaz bagi ceramah* Hihi.
Btw, enjoy your raya guys. Selamat kumpul duit raya.
Aku hari ni baru dapat RM15. Haha *sadlife*


Dear Agnes,
Aku dah baca blog kau.
Kau jgn tanya mana aku dapat cari, aku stalker tegar. Haha :'D
Rasa macam malu dah nak mintak maaf, ckp sorry semua kt kau.
Macam bodoh sbb aku still buat salah yg sama.
Nak nangis baca entry kau, aku nampak teruk sangat kt entry tu.
Serious, I'm the worst thing in the world. Yeayy! :')
Okay jujur mmg aku unblock dia, yg pasal bio tu seriously I don't know anything.
I don't know. Trust me. Hm.

Better aku takpayah cakap apa-apa. 'I shut up my mouth'
Semua yg aku cakap sekejap jeh mcm gula-gula.
Lepastu nanti bertukar mcm pedang yg lukakan hati kau. Hm.
Kita bahagia kejap je, then lepastu gaduh. Sampai bila nak macamni.
'Dia tak pernah sakitkan hati kau?' Hm okay..
Aku redha kau ckp mcmtu, sbb aku paling banyak buat kau nangis.
It's okay. It's okay. Hm.
Aku. Tak pandai jaga hati kau. Tak pandai hargai kau. 
Your bf deserved you. Choose him.
Dia belum pernah sakitkan hati kau lagi kan :')

Hm.
Memang kau dia punya. Aku yg kacau hubungan korang. Haha :'(
Dengarlah ckp your brother, dia cakap betul. Aku tak layak utk kau.
Take your time. Tell me. I will accept all the decisions.
'I wish I don't know you because I don't want hurt you.
I want see you happy, smile because you're pretty when smiling'
Aku tidak reti berkata-kata, aku tidak reti menaip entry,
aku hanya insan biasa yg sering melakukan salah silap. Sorry.

Yess :')
  • Every relationship has its problems, but what makes it perfect is if we still want to be together when things go wrong.
  • You're the only one I want and I need, nobody else.
Sampai sini jelah entry aku kali ni.
Cb macam sedih pulak. Haha.
Sebenarnya tengah takda mood masa taip ni -.-
Oklah, enjoy your Eid,
gambar raya nntlah post next entry. 
Hee. Bye salam  xx

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